I'm so sorry... I messed up my life, as well as others' too... I owe so many people an apology. Why am I always losing control of myself? Why am I always the slowest to realise what's happening? Am I too selfish? I think I am... A self-centered perfectionist. And thank you so much for my friends for life who stood by me when I'm so bad... I'm in a mess... And I mess up people's life... I'm the worst... Can anyone out there teach me how to be more observant and responsible? Or did I forget my brains in my mum's womb? I think I really did... I'm just a dumbass.

.s.s.
i'm not who i may seem to be
and am not very easy to please
but i don't need you to please me
just treat me as a friend and i'll treat you as one (;
whatever, and i mean WHATEVER, that you're not please about me, (i.e. my character)
PLEASE DO TELL ME!!!
i'm not one who cannot take comments, and i'll be very very grateful to you if you do so
i'm not a monster so i won't eat you up (:`,

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I'm so sorry... I messed up my life, as well as others' too... I owe so many people an apology. Why am I always losing control of myself? Why am I always the slowest to realise what's happening? Am I too selfish? I think I am... A self-centered perfectionist. And thank you so much for my friends for life who stood by me when I'm so bad... I'm in a mess... And I mess up people's life... I'm the worst... Can anyone out there teach me how to be more observant and responsible? Or did I forget my brains in my mum's womb? I think I really did... I'm just a dumbass.