craze_gal

偶饲霉女～！

2010-03-26T23:38:00.003+08:00

Sem APR 2010 is coming~!

I love the timetable! OMG~~~

Best timetable ever~! Hah!

And school's starting soon, in two to three weeks time.

And I'll still be slacking as usual... =="'

Ha! I realised my hair length now is like Ting Yuan's!

It's so refreshing~~~!

Hmm, not much to update, cus I've been slacking at home for the whole holiday~

Haha, as usual! (:

Missing my BFFs very much! (>3<)

But going out with me is always boring, and I'm not the kind that can brighten up the mood. So yeah, I don't really like to go out, cus I don't like it when I'm the one who spoils the mood.

Still waiting for my beloved comic, which hasn't been renew-ing for ONE WHOLE YEAR!!! TT~TT

「君に届け」is very nice!!! *hearts~*

& I haven't finish some other comics yet.

*Good good, at least I'm occupied!*(:

Oh oh! There's still some training for the Transcribing tomorrow.

Gotta wake up early~

Jaa~!^^

End of the sem...

2010-02-06T23:23:00.004+08:00

O.M.G.

I can't believe these few months ended so quickly.

This sem is a quick and busy one.

I LOVE THIS SEM.

The modules and teachers this sem are so damn COOL!

Yes, I said TEACHERS, NOT LECTURERS, not just lecturers. They are GOOD TEACHERS.

But, you know... 天下没有不散的宴席。

Anw, GOOD LUCK TO ALL on Monday!

Remember to bring FOOLSCAP PAPER! not the box one.

JIA YOU~ (:

First Post of Year 2010~

2010-01-20T19:37:00.002+08:00

Hi all~

Hahas, this is my first post for year 2010~

I wanna start off with some thoughts that ran through my head for the past few days.(:

It's been nearly 9 months since poly life started, and many things had happened, new classmates, new environment. At first it was really quite difficult for me to adapt, cus I was quite a slacker and I admit I have a very 龟毛(weird) character, so it was quite hard for me to accept the new environment and soon enough projects and assignments came piling up. ==

I know many people thought of me as a very upright person(first impression) looking at my face, and portrayed me as one of those very bossy people because of my attitude towards stuffs and everything, and my tone of speaking, etc. But I wanna declare that I'm a very OPEN person!(As in open-minded.) I hate stereotyping people and I can accept almost any nonsense, though I may not agree to it. So please don't stereotype and misunderstand me when I show the kind of expression that I don't really agree to you guys, kay? *muacks!*

Many thanks to all those who put up with my weirdo, idiotic and super random character! Like Mingxia, Aki, JueYing, Xin Ru, Suting, and I shall not name all, it'll be super long! So, you know it yourself~!

&! Of course, to all those I lov, my 老婆, Mok, & my beloved family~

Dewa~!

Oh! & I looked at the sky and found out the sky colours nowadays are different from the past. They look like oil-paintings or even like those in the anime! (>,<)

Initially I wanted to post a picture of it, but the colours isn't that clear, so I did not. It's nice and mysterious. The colour combination, clouds, sunlight, and everything really captivated me.

Try it some day, and you'll find be surprised by its beauty(;

Ja nee~

おはいよ〜

2009-12-31T08:16:00.002+08:00

Morning, early birds!

Hahas, I slept at 2am last night(morning) and woke up at 7.10am today! :D

Cus today's the last day of 2009, that's why there's miracle? Xd

But to me 2009 isn't really ending, or should I say the "cow" year? :D

Anyway, hope everyone has a meaningful last day of 2009~

Oh oh! Know what? "Family Honor"(《家门的荣光》) rocks ttm~!!! \m/

I can only say : 用真心诚意拍出来的戏是看得出来的！XD~!

The actors, the director, the camera men, etc. Okay, the crew is PRO!!!

In a nutshell, this show is SUPERB! (Hope that the ending doesn't disappoint me, I haven't finish watching it >< )

I love it so much!!! <333~

Happy New Year's eve~

AWESOME :D

2009-12-28T23:41:00.005+08:00

Welcome Yi Hyun back! Hope you had a nice trip!!! (X <3

Sorry Ding! I haven't send you the piics ><

Today, today, today~

"十月围城" is a BLOODY NICE movie! \m/

Had my first hair treatment today, cus it's free(treated by my relative, thank you~~~)! :D

It's quite nice actually, just that my scalp is a bit sensitive to the chemicals. ><

Today's a fun but tiring day, my eyelids are dropping...==

My health's deteriorating in lightning speed(cus of the lack of exercise and tons of junk food><)... T.T

& I have tons of things yet to do on my to-do-list. ):

I should seriously cherish time & life. *忏悔-ing......*

单纯

2009-12-09T00:24:00.004+08:00

既然“高处不胜寒”，那又为什么有那么多人想往高处爬？

I really don't know what to say or do to make others understand what I am trying to express. People keep misunderstanding. I don't hope for people to understand me, but I hate people assuming that they understand what I am doing.

I'm getting more autistic I think.

i'M a sLACkeR!

2009-11-22T23:09:00.002+08:00

I'm a slacker...

&..

I'm still a slacker...

haish...

KKIIILLLLLLLLL MMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

why am I not completing my work when I'm absolutely supposed to?!?!?!?!?!!!

though the helping of the nus event was quite time-consuming, but it was quite interesting(:

I need to do my work seriously...................

=.=#

阴情圆缺

2009-11-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

我希望情爱能像月亮一样。月有阴晴圆缺，看似善变，但它其实一直都是一样的。因为人生必定有变化，如果可以选择，我宁愿它是像月亮一样的。

至少它是真的。

NEW STYLE, NEW TREND!!!

2009-11-07T16:57:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

Me and my friends made some nice Chinese traditional knots(中国结), and we're selling them for 50cents per knot!

Check them out on my fb! ^^

Am I? Or am I suppose to be?

2009-10-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

Hi~ to my long abandoned blog... -.-"'

New sem~

Hectic sem~

Difficult sem~!

O.O Hahas...

The syllables keep increasing, as the time goes by.

Don't worry. I'm not emo-ing bout my age. (:

Just felt that time really flies, 2-months holiday ended, and here comes the new sem~

For this sem's modules, I think 24 hours a day is really not enough... T.T

Hmm...okay, let's stop mourning, and buck up! [:<

Good luck to everyone~~~ *flagging white cloth*

New CRAZE~~~

2009-09-26T23:00:00.001+08:00

Eagerly waiting for Kuroshitsuji2~~~

&! I finally understand why so many people are hot for Kim Hyun Joong~

&&! For now, ME TOO!!! XD~~~ *hua chi-ing~*

*3* hehe~

Resolve=Irritation?!?!?!!! XD

2009-09-04T00:47:00.002+08:00

I ab-so-lute-ly LOVE Hibari's hedgehog~!!!!!!!! XD
Yes, I'm into animes and mangas again~
Okay... I'm always into... LOL.
Wahahahahahahs~~~
Hyper-sok is back! For a second... *uh...spirit's out...*
Aiyo......

Exhaustion due to......

2009-09-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I'm feeling so tired when a person who's at home 24/7 is not supposed to be...

There's nothing to do with the time I'm posting, cus I'm only awake for 13hrs...

Eyes are shutting, mouth no longer gonna open unless people ask me questions...

Babble babble babble...

Seems like it's meaningless to continue these sentences full of "..."

Ja.

2009-08-06T00:34:00.002+08:00

Another vulgar post, so sorry guys!><

Shit your TMD stupid f**kers! I don't wanna care anymore, but please don't interrupt with what I want. You can simply get what you want, but please f**king use your brain to think, MPYD! even if you don't have PY you at least have brain bahx? Please make use of that only useful organ that you pathetically received from your parents, CB. I seriously don't wanna give it a damn, no more. But please be considerate, don't "build your own happiness on other people's misfortunes" ...

I forgot something.

First, you don't have consciences.

Second, you don't have consideration.

Third, you only have yourself.

F**king LJ&CB, you TMD don't ever let me see you waging your stupid non existent PY with your so-called "happiness". I'll make sure your "happiness" be gone in no time. Go f**k whenever you want, & I'm absolutely fine with it cus' you'll be missing it in NO TIME. TNND no PYD Mless faggot.

Particularly...

2009-07-26T01:49:00.004+08:00

I'm so sorry guys! This is a VULGAR post!!! You can don't read if you don't want to! I'm just venting my anger... =.=

Think, is it you, or is it really me?

Who's the one who isn't getting the facts right now?

Get your bl**dy facts right before you even show me your bl**dy face, immature little dude.

The world doesn't belong to you, people have no need to obey every single sh*t you f**king shoot out from your bl**dy hole.

Please appreciate the fact that you OUGHT TO bl**dy hell get this idea injected into you heart, mind, blood, and every f**king part of you.

& Mind you, I'm not begging you, I'm simply tolerating the nonsense of childish, immature, brainless kid.

going normal...

2009-07-21T21:53:00.003+08:00

LOL, get my message?

haha, i think i'll do very badly for some modules...

Great luck for me.

心殇

2009-07-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

人会变得冷血，是因为他的心不止凉了半截。

Recently...

2009-06-28T19:19:00.000+08:00

The weather nowadays is so unpredictable.

I'm not sure whether it's like that in other parts of Singapore, but in my area it's becoming like desert climate. Every morning and noon I'll be sweating like hell, then at night it's chilling.

Ugh, global warming...

Hasn't been able to motivate myself to study again... Until now, I haven't memorised up to chapter one of culture history yet... =.= *kill me...

Damn irritated by the things that happened. What's done is done, can't do anything bout it. I wouldn't like to waste my time on that. You can say I'm bossy, you can say I'm assertive, you can say I'm biased, but that's because you forgot...yourself.

This is my life, so I live my way.

But that doesn't mean I'll disturb yours when I feel like it, you ain't worth my time.

A Short-cut Letter for YOU~

2009-06-17T01:11:00.001+08:00

You are who you are, who you want to be.

Problems are there to solve, not there to make you suspect yourself.

Don't expect a perfect life.

When things are not really what you expected, take it as accumulating of luck.

When your luck isn't there to help, don't dwell, cause it'll be over in no time.

I like a sentence in the "Curious Case of Benjamin Button", at the time when the captain, Mike, is going to part with the world, he said, "You can be as mad as a dog at the ways things went, you can swear and curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go."

爱你一万个世纪～～～！>3<

Center of Gravity~~~!

2009-06-08T18:54:00.000+08:00

It's pointless to think about it.

So I became speechless whenever it comes to that issue.

I know I'll accept it eventually.

I know I can go on without it.

I know I wouldn't let it bother me.

Maybe they're right, I'm not mature enough in handling this kind of stuff.

Seriously, I really have to buck up.

きめた、あきらめない。

Clueless...

2009-06-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to do anymore...

I stopped thinking too much when I realise I think too much;

I stopped being aggressive when people tell me I'm aggressive;

I stopped being assertive when people responded to me that I'm assertive;

I stopped daydreaming when I found out I wasted too much time daydreaming;

I stopped talking when I become too talkative;

I stopped being a mute when people say I don't contribute.

I stopped.

I stopped functioning.

I don't progress.

I don't.

Reminders~

2009-06-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

Hey people, remember there's Written Com CL class test next tuesday during lecture! So this friday's tutorial is cancelled.

Oh, there's a new group project on SOCPSC too, which the lecturer will announce tomorrow.

&! for the Welcome Party on Saturday:

8.15am @ Raffles MRT Passenger Service Station ;

Attire is smart casual, please remember not to wear shorts & slippers;

Remember to wear Tutorial Group Tees!

&!* Remember to bring your "CLAPS"(Pasar Theatre ones) if you have! Thx!

Venue: 新加坡福建会馆

137 Telok Ayer Street
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办公时间

星期一至五: 早上9点至下午5点
星期六: 早上9点至下午1点

JIA YOU everyone~!!!

2009-06-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

Busy but happy lifestyle~!

Having Fundamental of Translation class test tomorrow~

Don't forget about the performance on this saturday~~~

&! the FDTRAN assignment due on week 11 + the SOCPSC portfolio due on week 13!

JIA YOUS & Good Luck to everyone~!

(((;

i loved you

2009-05-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

This is what I get.

Yeah, I know I'm seriously on the wrong track.

I shouldn't have fallen in love with you.

You're the deadliest venom to me.

You poisoned my heart, corroded my mind and invaded my privacy.

How could I have fallen into such a stupid trap for so long?

I shouldn't have believed in all those fantasies you created.

Maybe you're right, you and your world. It's not the same as mine.

Maybe if you're lucky enough, or maybe near some time when ice age comes again, your dream will come true?

Hah... That's the coldest joke I've ever heard.

You love only yourself, you don't love anybody else.

对不起～～～！

2009-05-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

我不知道T02的朋友们有没有从哪里听说过我想换班的事。但是不管你们有没有听过，如果我这个想法让你们感到伤心或失望，那我向你们道歉，非常对不起。

我想换班不是因为不喜欢你们还是什么，我其实挺喜欢T02的可爱的朋友们。我的这个想法从开学到现在都一直存在，所以我不是因为讨厌你们所以才想换班的。只是我刚开始并不知道是可以换班的，所以才没有跟老师提出这个要求。

至于为什么会有这种想法，我认为我的理由没有什么错，所以我也不妨让大家知道。刚开始是因为我比较喜欢另一班的课程表，而且我非常讨厌我现在的课程表，所以便萌生了换班的念头，但我并不知道真的可以换！后来是因为我跟另一班的一些人比较合得来，这是众所周知的事，而且我不认为这是什么错事。每个人的性格都不一样，一定会遇到一些比较合得来的人，也会理所当然地想要和他们在一起。但这并不代表我认为他们比你们好，只是个性上有所不同而已。所以我没有讨厌你们啦！(><)

不过，我seriously, seriously, seriously觉得，我们班不够团结。我没有要针对谁，我认为这种事是靠大家的责任，一起建立起来的。希望大家都可以在这方面多加努力！

还有！！！如果你们有什么不爽我的地方要直接跟我讲！我不会因此而生气的！我发誓！非常谢谢！

The Day that I Dread Most...

2009-05-15T11:37:00.000+08:00

ARGH~~~! It's friday!!!><>So here I am slacking at home!><>

Seriously don't feel like going back again just for another 2hrs of lesson...

I hate the waste of time traveling back and fro!!!><

SianzzzzzZZZ......

Maybe I should really go change the day of the french lesson... But I scared later the tuesday teacher not good...

Any suggestions? ))):

CMI...

2009-04-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

I still can't adapt to poly style yet... =.=

Anyway, my fever has subsided long ago, but I haven't recover from cough. ):

Friday is Labour Day = yeah!!!!!! XD But cus I missed my first French lesson(last friday), and MeL didn't write anything about this friday's French, so I don't know when it's postponed to!(><) So I'll most probably miss 2 lessons!!!(*OMG!) &! my French textbook is out of stock, so I can't buy and read in advance!!! T.T

Damn hungry now, go eat my snacks! (X

First Day of Poly Life~

2009-04-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

Went to meet Maureen at my house downstairs de bus stop, and head off to NP. (:

We reached there early around 10.30am, so we went to see see look look, and went to meet Jia Jia at 11am. I tagged along as they went to Atrium to print their timetables. Jia Jia met her friend, and we saw Xiao Ting, so we chat chat for a while and Xiao Ting left with her friends. Maureen, me, Jia Jia and her friend(sorry, I dunno her name!><) went to Convention Hall for the CCA Fiesta, me and Jia Jia immediately signed up for "NP Strings", while hers is violin and mine is guitar! (X

I left their group and went to meet Jue Ying and Bernice, who's 2 years older than us. We looked around, Jue Ying signed up for CO again(*XD), and Bernice signed up for a CCA that plays piano and keyboard(I forgot the name!!!><). Then we went for lunch, and met Mingxia and her new friends after that. Headed off to Blk56 to meet Peh Wen, and it's lecture time!><

We found out after that that for lectures all CHS students combine, and for tutorials we split into our T01 and T02. I like T01 timetable more, though I'm in T02... I think there's only a total of around 37 students in the whole of CHS course, cus T01 and T02 each has around 18/19 students. Our Drama & Theatre teacher, who's very cute, decided that we permanently push forward our time for lessons so that we can go home earlier, not to clash with peak hours. So yeah~!!! "T02"s have their Drama&Theatre lessons from 12-4pm, instead of 1-5pm :DDD

For a start, introductions are compulsory, so we introduce ourselves, etc. Then we played a game. The teacher handed a pack of cards to the student beside her, and we're supposed to imagine e pack as anything else, and act it out, as the pack of cards was passed around. We're supposed to let people know what we are doing by acting, instead of telling people what we are doing. Round 1 was still okay cus we only need to let people guess. Round 2 onwards expectations increased and the things you need to present gets harder. Mine was bad. Shall not talk about it cus I really wanted to dig a hole...=.= Others thought of handphones, MP3, remote controls, cosmetics, iron, book, etc. Okay, quite fun, as there were some funny parts. And we were dismissed early! (((X

Went to collect S&W tee and Prestige Card, but both out of stock=.= Then went to meet Maureen and we went home on the extremely crowded bus 67. When we alighted at our bus stop, we saw another train-bus 67, that's so empty, behind our bus 67=.=

Reached home and helped my gor train his restaurant, eat dinner(*damn hungry~!!!), bathed, fold clothes, back to Macbk, chat with a few people, and posted!^^

Need to go sleep, tomorrow have to wake up at 6.30am! 3 modules' lectures tomorrow!!!

LOSE ; LOST ; LOSS

2009-04-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 14:35 today...

Then helped my gor train his restaurant again. Listened to "Love Story - Taylor Swift", long time never listen... (:

Went blog-hopping and saw many new things... Suddenly thought about lots of things, and reflected upon many things... I've really been wasting my time all these while, didn't put in any efforts to make my life better... Haish... Lost a lot of things...

I've been a bad girl...

Summary of th Week~

2009-04-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

Monday had usual PizzaHut lunch with dear Maureen (*yum yum~) which resulted in...

Tuesday K Box with Maureen~! Dunno why I suddenly can't sing girl pitch, become guy pitch, so I sang JayChou's songs until shiok shiok, but ruined my current favourite song! T.T

Wednesday, went to Ngee Ann Poly for HMS(Humanities) Induction Programme. It was pouring monsters when I had to go out!!! And, of course, I was late...=.= Met Mingxia at the bus stop outside NP, and we went in with the help of our seniors(ushers). Watched some introduction videos, supposed to have a headmaster's talk, but she thought that would bore us to death, so they changed it into a Q&A session. But it was as boring to me, cus I was practically soaking wet as I ran in the rain. Felt so uncomfortable with the wet jacket and pants stuck on my skin. Another guy(I forgot who he was!><) had a speech(w/ interesting presentation) and shown us a cool video. It was about this school(if I didn't remember wrongly, this guy was the founder of this school), which I think is called "O' School". The school was established to help those who had poor records when they were in school. They help them learn new skills and all those stuffs, to let them have opportunities to find jobs. I thought that was cool. Then we had lunch and a session of a bit of intro bout NP and CHS. Then after a short tour we're finally dismissed!><(dead beat at that time...)

Thursday was supposed to accompany my maternal grandfather go hospital check-up, but cus I didn't contact him, I think my xiao yi(youngest aunt) went. So I was rotting at home and training my gor's restaurant.

Friday had lunch(Xiao-K) with Geraldine. Miss her lots, long long time never see her. She was crazy and high as usual :D We talked about lots of things, her DPA experiences, 模范棒棒堂, etc. Then went to library and we finally found a place that has internet connection. Went blog-hopping all these etc. Then went home, and she still have to go out at night=.= And yeah, her schedule is still as packed as ever...

Saturday, which is today. Woke up late, but still reached cousin's house on time, around 1pm. Heard wai gong and xiao yi quarreling some stuffs bout the medicine, very very loudly. I think my wai gong did it on purpose to make me "recall" my promise...? Heck. Then went to check my cousin's bag, and forced him to do his homework and corrections as usual. Finally, it was 4pm, and yeah, I can finally escape from their house, though I don't feel like going home too.

Finally, sem's starting... And I'm not as excited as I thought. Maybe cus I've had a new target? Hax... Better don't think too much, if not I'll go bonkers again...

Go bong-bong(bath) bahx, if not chou chou(smelly)... (:

Life is rotting away...

2009-04-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

Rot, rot, rot... =.=

I've been rotting at home all day long without fail. And now I'm craving for Venezia's Lemon + Belgium Chocolate flavour i-scream!!!!!!!!!! (*with only a few pennies left in my pocket!><)

Seriously need a job! But I'm still not sure about the schedule of my poly life, so I'm still unable to go find a job now... ): I'm so tempted to work in a Cheongsam shop in Orchard Road! Watched TV on the other day and saw this shop, but not sure whether they still wanna hire people...? And even if they need people, I may not be able to suit their time slot... Haish...

JOBS~~~!

2009-04-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

I wanna get my life back on the right track!!! Yes~~~!!!!!! I need jobs!!! With flexible time and is near my home!!! OMG! I'm getting crazier!!!><

JOBS~~~~~~~~~~~!

11&half more days~

2009-04-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

Yay~! I'm in the Basic French!!! (((((((((((((X

And I knew what modules am I taking in the first semester! *yay-ness~~~*

Sem's finally starting~~~! XDDDDDD

Addiction... (;

2009-04-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hey all! I'm so sorry for ignoring my blog in the past few days as I was too engrossed in my novels again!><

Nothing much to post about actually, I've only been coping in my house all day long growing mould. =.=

Hmmmmm... I wanted to meet up with my primary school friends actually, but cus' of the NUS thingy... I'm broke. =.=# And now, I have no income.=.=## So... going out is like so impossible for me... T.T

Nervously waiting for first day of NP life. Hope that my course will not bore me!><

Jia yous for all those in school, cus I know some of you have piles of work and CCA stuffs to do. Ganbatte~! (:

Fell in love with this song~ <3

2009-04-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

Endless Story - Yuna Ito

Fell in love with this song cus of NANA, though the one I watch is anime, not real people, and this song is from the real people de... hax... I think the lyrics appeal to both Nana(Osaki) and Reira...(:

Lyrics are below:-

ENDLESS STORY - Yuna Ito

作詞: D.A.Thomas & ats 作曲: D.A.Thomas

If you haven’t changed your mind
そばにいてほしいよ Tonight
強がることに疲れたの
幼すぎたの Everytime I think about you baby
今なら言える I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry
たとえば誰かのためじゃなくあなたのために
歌いたいこの歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたいずっと永遠に
Memories of our time together
消さないでこのまま don’t go away
あたたかく溶けだして確かめるの
優しさのしずくこの胸にひろがってく
切ないほどに I’m missing you
重ねた手離さないで
たとえば叶うならもう一度あなたのために
歌いたいこの歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよずっと永遠に
たとえば誰かのためじゃなくあなたのために
歌いたいこの歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたいずっと永遠に

Translations:-
If you haven't changed your mind
I want you to stay with me tonight
I'm tired of pretending to be strong
I was too young
Every time I think about you baby
Now I can say it, I miss you
It's so hard to say I'm sorry

I want to keep singing this song
For you, not for anyone else
It's an endless story, always shining
Always, I want to tell you, forever

Memories of our time together
Don't erase them, don't go away
Just let them melt warmly, I want to make sure
These drops of tenderness spread out in my heart
I'm missin' you so much it hurts
Our hands overlap, don't let go
If just one wish could be granted
I want to keep singing this song once more
It's an endless story, filled with unceasing love
Tell me why, tell me, forever

I want to keep singing this song
For you, not for anyone else
It's an endless story, always shining
Always, I want to tell you, forever

Rotten Self...

2009-04-03T15:40:00.000+08:00

Woke up late as usual, and reached NUH just on time, but still have to wait. Then after the consultation they say must do scan cus still don't know what's my problem about... Then say the schedule very tight, so today can't do, must wait until May...): I don't feel like going anymore... It's so damn ex!!!!!! *so heartbroken when I see the hole in my pocket...
So now, continue with my rotting... Listening to two of my favourites of JayChou's songs, "乱舞春秋" & "夜的第七章"。 Two words to describe: 经典！(X I love their lyrics, beat and tune...etc! But I think cus I too long never sing song, then now sing a bit then "no breathe"... =.= I think everything of me now are all rotten... Haish...

th old JayChou style(:

2009-04-01T17:05:00.000+08:00

Happy April's Fool Day! (:
Today went back to cckss to take Mabbel's SGC with Maureen, and had Pizza Hut lunch afterwards. Passing Mabbel's SGC to her cousin later.(:
Listening to Jay Chou's songs, and found out that both me and my gor prefer his songs in the earlier albums than those in the later albums. Hax...
Today morning a staff from NUH called to remind me about my appointment on Friday, and I was sleeping! So I responded like a drunk person!>< *bangs head on tofu!* So diu lian~! The person still got the kind of tone like suspect whether I know what is he talking about... *arghs~~~~~~*
Haish... and I continued sleeping, so as usual I was late meeting Maureen again...=.=

*ah~~~~~~~~~~~~* rotten life, rotten mind... Xd

My Style...?

2009-03-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

Wake up when my parents are out to work. Drink and eat something. Start my lappy business... Facebook, novels, and more... And the cycle continues everyday... My brain has stopped working since I quitted my job...? Haish... I want freedom... But the kind of freedom I want isn't suitable for me yet, at least not at this age. And I'm wasting my time everyday... *sighs*

疲れた。

2009-03-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

I'm dead tired now. And cus it's Earth Day, I'm blogging in the dark!!! XD

Today went to tuition for my cousin, cus tomorrow will be busy searching for Fahrenheit at IMM. (X

Today is a boring day. Initially wanted to join my sis and her friends' gathering cus one of her friends got his break from Army. I don't feel like coming home so felt like going to be a "kpo". But I still came back cus I was too tired and I still have loads of things need to be done. And I haven't bath yet! *ow... I smell... ):

Have to go bath now. Sian... I haven't have the chance to read novels today... ~~I'm willing to sacrifice the time if it's worth it. But it's not... ):~~

止めよう.

2009-03-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

Just watched a variety show and I thought, "I don't like that 暧昧 feel." No matter what the matter is, whether is it love or not, I don't like to leave things hanging in mid air. Don't know... I just out of sudden got this thinking.

Today is another lappy day. Woke up by my cousin's call, he need his track shoes back. So he came all the way to my house to get them, and so I have to open the door for him. By then, it was already 11/12+pm...? I don't really remember. Brushed teeth, washed face, drank Milo(: . Then saw my grandma making kueh! Omg! Potatos! My favourite!!!*DROOLS~* Then continued lappy-ing, until kueh was ready, and I started gorging kuehs! Lazy me, didn't help my grandma make them, but ate them like hungry ghost... XD

Continued lappy-ing until now... I wanna bath!!! Today was super duper hot!!!!!!!! I was sweating like dunno what, almost stuck out my tongue like how dogs do. ):`,

I've found another goal! (X This is the only good news today. But at least it's still a good news!

I feel hot! (LOLX!)

あたしはアホ!!! ):(

2009-03-26T20:51:00.001+08:00

Went to library today and found out it only opens at 2pm! And that's only for today!!! -.-

Bo bian... Me and Maureen went to Mac to use our lappy. Then went library at 2pm, and found out Wireless@SG can't connect, all of the sudden!!! -.-# Then we watched 恶作剧2吻 and I borrowed some books then we went home. Used my lappy all the way until now, then got some warning from my mum. And I have to go fold clothes now... =.=(*it's not that I don't like to! it's for some other reason I put this emoticon)

老婆~~~! I LOVE YOU FOREVER~~~~~~~!!! >3<

Hey Mok, “我会考虑异族!” *hohoho~*

偶然じゃない、ただ必然。

2009-03-25T23:04:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 1130+ today... dragged my feet into the toilet and found my sis lying on my mum's bed still sleeping... after that was macbook-ing the whole day... and i mean the WHOLE DAY... my everyday query is, "What's the next meal?" =.=

I'M ROTTING PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT, NO! I NEED A JOB/START SCHOOL!!!

Actually I know what I really want, but it can't be done right now yet. ): I want to stay with my two FRIENDS FOR LIFE and lead a happy and stable life~!!! I want to be with them until I get married or whatsoever! ><

Life's never smooth and I shall persevere and work hard! I'm not trying my best yet!>< *bangs head on tofu!*

It's because of who you are, what you do; that determines who you are, what you do, and most importantly, who you'll meet...

It wouldn't have been easy, without you.

Back to School?

2009-03-24T15:44:00.005+08:00

LOL One of the security guards thought me and Maureen were latecomers... so did the principal!!! XDDDDDDDDD No one would be late and still go to school at 11.30pm bahx? Do we look so stupid? XDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn funny! Then after we signed and everything, we left and Maureen say she wanna take photo with her SGC. Hahax!!! Sooooooooooo kawaiiiiiiiiiiii~~~ Then the next stop is KFC, and then bought the things we want and left Lot1, went home.

And, yeah, here I am growing mould again... =.=

I always took things for granted. Yeah, and I've always been greedy. Too greedy. So this is what I get. I haven't changed, thoroughly. I really REALLY need motivation, to get the strength I need, to go with my life.

Sometimes I wonder was Fate my friend in my previous life? I really need more obstacles. Cus' I wanna grow up. I don't wanna be a brat, not anymore, at all ~~cost~~.

It's my life, but not the way I want it be

2009-03-24T03:30:00.004+08:00

Sorry but this is an illogical post. If you're as crazy as me, go ahead(: For those who are not, and still wants to have a normal, healthy brain, you can proceed to the next blog. (((:

I know the title is "duh......". Okay, but I still feel like putting it as my title.

Life is always like that, isn't it? It's just that there are too many things that I'd like to do doesn't suit this society. It's just a matter of whether your luck is good. If it is, you'll like the things or even be good at that thing, that everyone will agree or even encourage you to do; if it's not, then you'll like those things that the society will not accept. And it's for you, to decide which way to go; follow your heart, or your mind(a rational one)? Fortunate people will not need to choose this, but fate will find some things to make life difficult for them. And for the rest, like me, will always have to patiently wait for your heart and mind to finish their fight, before you can make your next move.

As a result, my heart has been seriously wounded. And of course, my mind has been tired out. I don't know how much longer it can control my heart. Maybe till after Poly life's over? Or maybe even shorter? I don't know. Just pray that I wouldn't get crazy before this happens? ...... I'm a crazy girl, and I always is. Hmm... Does it matter if I get a lil' more crazy...?

IDK.

Sometimes I wonder when can I stop my craziness? Maybe SOMEONE can...? Or I'd rather have a SOMEONE who'd make me crazier but accept me as I am?

OOOOOMMMMGOOOOOOOOODNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! I know what happened to me, yet again! Why am I getting despo again?=.= I think it's because I've gone near the 'puzzle' recently and there's no school work to distract me. Bad, bad, bad performance. Give me work please... Fate, give it to me! Let me get into crazy campus life, please, with ten hundreds thousands of cherries on top...! I don't like that despo hua chi of me!!!

I want to get on with my life! Though I know that's not "MY LIFE". Please...! 求求你! お願いします!

And now I'm pleading not only Fate, but myself too. Cus' I can hear my heart going, "Please, my mind, don't let me go out of control ~~yet~~!"

th Lazy Magicianist (;

2009-03-20T19:47:00.003+08:00

How did the word "Magicianist" came by? &! of course, why am I a "Magicianist"? C:

Hehe! Cus' the crazy me is back! Lolx... &! I think every one of us are great magicians that can create wonders in their own, and other people's, lives! "Magicianist" came across my mind because, I think it sounds nice! XDDDDDDDD

=.= And I've been lazy recently, watching animes and novels everyday... Sorry for not being a good girl and ignoring my blog!><

Cus' I really got nothing to do, and thus nothing to post. I just wake up everyday and waste my time... ): Boredddddddddd to death... and my brains are rusting! DX Maybe I'll add some oil to them?

Okay, I'm seriously out of my mind and screw loose! Ignore me, people!><

&! I gotta find a day to get my 'O' cert...

Beautiful Sceneries just brighten up my day like how Miracles happen (:

2009-03-20T19:26:00.003+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!! I saw rainbow clouds just seconds ago! They're damn beautiful!!! XDDDDDDDD

However... my handphone couldn't capture them as usual, so I found a similar picture on Google. C:

Nice, eh? What I saw were mostly bright pinkish-purple, and a bit of emerald in the middle.

They're seperated, like puddles of petrol on the roads, in a rainy day!

Continuation of the "Vengeance"

2009-03-18T16:32:00.007+08:00

Been dead bored these few days, and I haven't read the books that need to be returned tomorrow... Wasting time like nobody's business. I'd prefer the time before 'O's had ended, at least I'm making full use of my time, rather than wasting it like this now... ):

(yesterday)the sunlight shone on my macbook, nice eh? (:

today's a very very hot day, with no clouds in the sky. so as the sun shines, the leaves of the trees outside my house glitters so beautifully... (: but as my phone is 2.0megapix, so it's not able to fully capture the beauty of them. so just let your imagination run wild! (;

~~& that psycho is still continuing her irritating acts... sometimes I wonder what had I done in my past life to get this kind of "unique" family member...~~ =.=

SERIOUSLY SICK & TIRED

2009-03-18T01:00:00.002+08:00

): Wasted my time whole day, watching the newly found website on the spiritual documentary... Cus it loads very very slowly... &! my books are about to due but I haven't even read a quarter of the amount! Hate myself for being like this. ):

~~& that shen jing bing is still angry with me until now!~~ ):<

I'm seriously DISGUSTED.

2009-03-13T20:40:00.001+08:00

Posting with AppleMacbook now... Don't really know how to use, so don't really like it.

11 March
Woke up late to meet Maureen at the bus stop just downstairs of my house. Took bus 67 to a road "near" Ngee Ann Polytechnic. We walked the wrong way, which is the longer route, and went into NP by the back door(LOL). Went to the front door to meet JiaJia and XuEn.
Went to their Convention Hall to look at the laptops exhibited, and seperated ways with the three as I'm supposed to buy Apple one and they are not supposed to. I got my order form filled in less than 10mins! Cus the one the promoter recommended me is the same as what my gor recommended me... hax... Went to find the three, and found Maureen and JiaJia browsing at Fuji products.(I forgot where XuEn went!) After lots of consideration and discussion, they finally ordered theirs.
Went downstairs to the basement to collect our lappy.(So again we're seperated.) I collected mine and was told to find the people from the "COMPUTER CENTRE", outside the room. Went upstairs(it was a lecture room), and out of the door, with my heavy lappy=.=. Saw 2 guys, one thin, one fat, sitting at a bench. So I went to them and asked politely, whether they were from the "COMPUTER CENTRE". They said yes and I asked whether I can book an apppointment that day to install softwares in my lappy. The fat guy say all the slots have been booked until 13 30. Which means if I want to book I have to wait till 1330, while it was 12+nn at that time. So I told him I need to call my friend(Maureen they all) to ask if they want to wait. Then he gave me that kind of look, like I'm just some plain jane, still waste his time talking to me. I walked away while a girl and her parents consulted them. They talked them so nicely!=.=#
Then an ex-NP student(looks like a demure lady) came and chat with me. She said she studied engineering! (*so clever!) Afterwards, Maureen they all came and we discussed, and I went to book an appointment after 13 30. The fat pig gave me the slip, without looking at me, and said, "走啦走啦走啦!"(go away la!) What the hell??? I felt like giving him two tight slaps and stuck two chopsticks in his nose la! His action is like chasing housefly! *BLOOD BOIL*
We went for lunch.(*Thanks to all of you who helped me carried my things!^^) And saw the demure lady again(forgot to ask her name). Had an awful lunch. The chicken rice there was so awful.
Went to queue up for the software installment thingy, while the three of them went to collect laptops. After that we went home, finally!

12 March
Woke up at 11+am and met Maureen for PizzaHut lunch, again! Cus I just got a free voucher for a free student meal!^,^ Maureen needs to register her lappy for warranty so we went library afterwards. Played our lappys for a few hours and Maureen took a picture of us with her webcam. Hax! I look stupid! XD
Bought Mac fries, then went Pasar Malam, bought cheese hotdog and (fake)birds' nest! So reminiscing, as I always drank fake birds' nest in primary school! Reached home and induldged myself with all those snacks... *yummy*

13 March
Woke up at 1430. Did nothing but wasted my time today. ): & now I'm posting. Going to bath le. Shall post next time.(:

~~Really sick and tired of all those sickening people. Just by looking at them makes me really wanna puke.~~ ):

I'm DISGUSTED.

2009-03-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

08 March
As usual, went to teach my cousin tuition on Sundays.
He, as usual, doesn't want to do his homeworks and corrections. Maybe my expectations for him are too high. Here are the things I hope that he will be able to do:-
1. Do his homeworks and corrections.
2. Be more focused and use his brains.
3. Be more considerate and understanding towards, not his parents, but EVERYONE he knows.
4. Be responsible for his own actions.
I couldn't help it but broke down, after begging him to do his homework, and later (bo bian) using violence on him. I told him to finish one of his corrections(rewriting a compositon-400 words) in 15 mins, just copy the whole thing from one piece of paper to another. He said ok, and continued his Youtube-ing on the lappy. After 20+mins, only a sentence or two is completed. In the end, after I stared at him for don't know how many times for not focusing, he completed the essay in around an hour plus. By the time, it was already lunch time. He said he wants to go downstairs to buy things, so I went to eat my lunch.
After lunch, he continued Youtube-ing and Friendster-ing. I managed to get him to do a few pages of his Science Theory WB corrections, which is good. So I let him relax a bit, continue his lappy business, while I checked on his other homeworks. Found somemore to be done, so I had to drag him back into reality as I realised if he doesn't start and constantly do his homeworks till dinner time, he wouldn't be able to finish. And all his homeworks were accumulated throughout the week and were to be handed on Monday. (=.= & he didn't touch even one of them.)
In between that period of time when I dragged him away from the lappy to do his homeworks, he did some(which is good), and requested for rest after awhile. At first was toilet break, he said he'd be done in 3mins, and he came out after 10mins. =.=# Fine. And he continued with some questions, then he went to drink Milo, eat biscuits, etc. His progress was getting slower and his rest time was increasing =.=##.
He wouldn't focus, I can keep repeating the same thing and even tell him the answer right into his face and he can still ask me, "Then? What's the answer?" #=.=## In the end, when doing the maths worksheet, I was trying to guide him to think, but he doesn't want to use his brains, too lazy to even write down the steps, and just waiting for me to give him the answer, and he would simply write it down. At the fourth question, I didn't want to tell him the answer, I tell him to calculate himself. He calculated wrongly and I told him it was wrong. Then he doesn't want to think anymore. Just sit down there, blankly stare at the paper, ignoring whatever I say. He just wants the answer. Then after few minutes, he just walk away like nobody's business.
Of course I would be angry! I travelled from CCK all the way to Punggol, waking up at 8am in the morning, when I can sleep until my buttocks chao-da! I beg him, persuade him, pull his shirt, beat him, give him rest time...you know what is 软硬兼施? No matter what I do he just doesn't want to use his brains and THINK! For who and why am I doing this? For the f**king $150/mth(4 lessons)? Who dares to take people's money for free? There's no free lunch on Earth, hulllllo! I get paid, and I'm supposed to do my job! A teacher is there to guide, not to provide answers! Since he doesn't like my lessons, I go home. Since he can walk away like nobody's business, why should I 牵就 him and wait for him to come back, when he may not even come back! I crushed his worksheets and slammed his book on the floor(this is obviously bad example, peeps don't learn!), and I went straight out of his godd**n house. I know this is very irresponsible, you can hate me to the core if you want to after you read this post and I DON'T CARE! I'm his tutor, not his maid or whoever that needs him! It's his life, his studies and his future. If he wants to throw it away, I can't stop him. I've done whatever I can so I know my conscience is clear. It's not as if I've not made any efforts to help him. I'll continue to teach him though. Just that I wouldn't have any expectations on him anymore.

09 March
Bad day for me. Cus' it was a bad start. Was going to Cineleisure KBox with Maureen, and everytime we go Orchard together it rains. =.=
The day before(08Mar) I asked my sis how to go Cine, she told me one stop after FarEastPlaza. Then today morning when she woke up, she told me the stop at NgeeAnnCity. To her, more ways to go = better. And she knows NgeeAnnCity is right after the one stop after FarEast, which she assumes that I know too. But for me, NgeeAnnC in my impression, is very very far from FarEast. So I got confused. And because of yesterday's incident, plus it was in the morning, my temper was bad. So I raised my voice. then after much arguments, I found out that I was running late, so I just ignored her and left the room. Afterwards when I was in the toilet, Maureen called my house phone and my grandpa answered so he called my name, which I didn't hear. Then my sis knocked at the toilet door to call me. She was stepping on almost the whole piece of the rug, so I tried to aim for the pathetic little piece as my feet were wet. So I accidentally bumped into her, and she thinks that I did it purposely. =.=# Hulllllllllllllllo! I'm running late! How would I be so stupid to waste my time thinking of "revenging" on you! Then of course she wasted my precious time again, confronting me, "你现在又在发什么脾气?"...=.=## 我又不是吃饱闲着没事干找架吵! Lazy to talk to her, grabbed my things and went out.
Cus' both me and Maureen were unsure where to get off the bus, we went to ask the bus driver, whether that current stop is where we're supposed to get off. He said he was unsure and just as I was intending to call Maureen and get off at that stop, that stupid bus driver drove off! He even skipped a stop after that! We had to walk all the way back(2 bus stops!). I had blisters cus of my new shoes. =.=##(Wear the wrong shoe!)
And today's experience at KBox was bad too, so decided not to say. Then went back home after eating KFC and shopping with Maureen. At first, me and my sis were still ok, still can chat. Then as we chat, don't know somehow the topic became the "Where to get off at Cineleisure?" again! Then she say, "So it's not my fault right?" =.='" I said, " Ya, it's not your fault." in that kind of "diao face"(rolling eyeballs). Then she thinks that I'm just trying to fool her so that I can get off that topic. So, as usual, she tries to explain to me why it's not her fault, when I already knew! Of course I'll be pissed off and walk away. Then she not happy with me again lor. Hmph! Who cares lah! Typical woman, tell her the truth she doesn't want to believe; don't give her the respond she wants, she'll keep arguing with you till she's satisfied with your answer and EXPRESSION while responding. *BLOOD BOIL* What can I do?

So sian... Tomorrow going to library, sick and tired of these things and sickening people. I want peace.

Piano Prodigy - Emily Bear

2009-03-07T21:50:00.004+08:00

Hi all~~~
Took a quite accurate test recommended by Maureen. Results are as below:

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. (Serious? I didn't know that)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. (Eh... Does that mean if the feel is there, I'll like that person regardless of his outside and inside? & what does "to keep your love true" mean? *ponders*)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (True [: )

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. (Beautifully as in?)

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (Yea! [; )

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (Really? I'm still in a dilemma ]: )

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (Hai!)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (Maji? Chin-chia?)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (No wonder we're MMS!!! XDDD)
-----------end of result(:-----------

I'm so sorry, Mabbel! You've told me about the daffodil before but I forgot about it! >< *bangs head on the keyboard*(used up all the tofus before that!)

&! now I'm into another idol again!>< ---> 재희(a.k.a이현균)~~~ He's 29 this year and serving national service.(:

&! found a video in Youtube, a piano prodigy named Emily Bear. You can type her name in Youtube to search her videos. (; *cool~!*

&! I forgot to say that my sis helped me cut my hair! I like it a lot~!!!>3<(but I think a lot of peeps wouldn't be able to accept it?)

Oh my, life...

2009-03-04T19:57:00.001+08:00

WOW~ I'm finally posting! =D
Lol... Cus for the past few days, I didn't have the chance to use lappy! Was at cousin's house during weekend(which made me miss my bed like crazy! ]: ) Monday and Tuesday was watching 《豪杰春香》(Sassy girl, Chun-Hyang) with sis for the whole 2 days so I can't blog...

Saturday was supposed to(I thought) be teaching my cousin, instead they told me they just asked us to stay at their home to play, not for tuition. Me and my biao di tried to make a pirate ship using satay sticks which we haven't succeed yet. Went to church after that, listened to all the music and bible teachings, etc. Boring day.
My sunday beginned with me being buried by all the blankets, pillows, plush toys, etc. Great job waking me up, sis... =.=# Then my biao di(cousin) wants me to download msn messenger for him in his com, which we didn't succeed cus he cant't seem to sign in as the key ports keep giving us problems, turn off firewall also cannot. On the other side, in the kitchen, muffins are ready!!! XDDDDD *YUMMY!*
Started teaching my biao di chem, which we can't seem to find any answers to some questions in the workbook. One of them was, "Which element is used for hardening rubber?" "......" We even searched answer from the net but, sadly, to no avail. The textbook doesn't have it either. Okay, nevermind then. So I tested him a bit for the chem test he has on monday, made sure that he knows what I'm teaching, or rather, what the textbook is saying. It's already 6+pm by then!!! We made muffins again!!! XDDDDDD This time the texture and taste were a bit different so we came up with lots of weird names and finally, it's decided to be called "Cookie-Spongey-Muffins"!!! XDDDDDDDDDD ... Facebook games suddenly became popular among our family members. Hax... Me and my sis rushed home after facebook-ing cus I wanted to watch Yoga Lin on tv!

Monday and Tuesday were spent watching "Sassy girl, Chun-Hyang"... Lazy me, didn't spend my time wisely. ):
And, finally today... haish... isn't any better. Spent my time on Youtube!(cus my sis out, can't continue with Chun-Hyang yet) Nowadays me, my sis, and my another biao di(the one who's staying at my home now) were crazy about a HK documentary about all those spiritual stuffs. Mabbel won't dare to watch, cus they were real life experiences. Maureen won't be interested for the time being. (:
&! NANA chapter 81 is finally out!=.=## Wonder when is it going to end...

Been a bit down and tired nowadays... Sianzzz......

Remember to cut nails~!!!

2009-02-27T18:59:00.001+08:00

Today went out with my bro, sis, biao di(cousin) and da gu(cousin's dad). Very happy cus finally can go play basketball!!! XDDD (**but would be happier if it was Mabbel and Maureen who's with me *winks*) And very much thank you to Maureen, for borrowing me her basketball!*muacks!* (Sorry to have you come out so late at night!>3<) We went to a place near Arab St(sounds familiar?) to eat our lunch. It's a shop opened by Malays, if I didn't remember wrongly? The food is damn nice!!!!!!!!! &! so is the drink!!!!!!(forgot name but is rose syrup + lime juice!) The price is quite ex but somewhat reasonable cus the food come in big portions. Oh ya! I remember it's right beside a very famous mosque(forgot name! paiseh!) We went to Expo after that cus da gu need to help his bao bei nv er(dearest daughter--->my biao jie--->my cousin's older sis XD), to book tickets at the Natas Fair, heard that she going to Bangkok...? But the queue is like never-ever-ever-ending........ So...da gu dropped us off at Starbucks(Kallang) and went to do his own stuffs...... We simply enjoyed ourselves like some carefree rich (kantang) kids, playing laptops at Starbucks, and enjoying their super ex drinks(I ordered tall caramel macchiato($6)! Damn nice!!!) But I feel so heartache for my money... T.T(*+ my broken English...)
We stayed there from around 1230++ till 1430++... Then ah gu sent us home. (:
And so I continued and finished reading my comic(again by Yazawa Ai (X )... Quite a fun day but would be better if I can join Mabbel in her lessons...(*Mabbel, throw work to me!!!)

I'd love to thank all those people that don't appreciate me cus that's what made Mabbel & Maureen SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SPECIAL TO ME!!!>3<

I love you two sooooooooooooooooooo much, my Friends For Life~!!! <3333333333333333333>3<

I'd also like to thank all those who are friends with me!!! Thanks for putting up with all my nonsense and getting high & crazy with me~~~!!! *gazillions&billions of THANKS!*

2009-02-21T16:35:00.000+08:00

YOGA LIN YOU JIA!!! 林宥嘉!!! XDDDDDDDD
Last night went to his concert, which was great~!!!!!!!!!! Love to hear him sing!!! <333

Oh my... Wisdom tooth giving me STUPID problems... ):

2009-02-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

Finally quit the job at the factory... Why do I always get underpaid jobs? *suay* /:
My previous job was tough but at least there are fun people who cheer my day up sometimes... And this job is full of physical and mental torment only... I'm not saying the people there are not fun, but just those kind that you wouldn't have much topics to talk to... SO it's boring, and plus you have to keep repeating the same task over and over again, it's boring enough, and plus no one to talk to so more boring... Mingxia and me are always quarrelling, and Mok is way too busy so she seldom talk to me...&! I know that job isn't about talking, this is only one of my examples of mental torture. Physical torture is of course the process of the job and the need to bear the hunger(which I hated the most!)...
BUT! The main reason why I quit this job is because I feel that I'm being cheated by the stupid agent(死秃驴)!!! Whatever he said isn't true and we are obviously underpaid!!! He promised that the latest time we'll stop work is 5pm but very VERY obviously, he told the Japanese manager and co-workers that we'll stop at 5.30pm. So we always work til 5.30pm and we still have to listen to him crap alot before we can get up on the bus to Jurong MRT(to get home). And we have to get up very early cus though work starts at 9am, we have to be at Jurong Entertainment Centre by 8.15-8.30am. And what happens to our breakfast?(which we, of course, can't skip) Definitely we have to eat our breakfast before we go to the meeting place, so 7am for breakfast as we still have to travel there... SO obviously we have to get up by 6+am...
You can say it's same as school mahx... 6+ wake up then dismiss at 5+pm... BUT! do we do tough tasks and stand whole day at school? NO. &! the agent said our tasks would be quite easy as we are girls so we'll have the easy tasks... What happens? People get cuts and bruises which are NOT preventable if you do that particular "easy" task... One of them even bleed... HAHA! Easy tasks? Cuts and bruises, standing the whole day and using up lots of energy, for $38/day!!! Obviously underpaid! Normal factory work offers $40/day(exclusive of incentives), but ours is only $38...$38!!!
At first I didn't think too much about that, but as the days goes by, the feeling of being cheated grew stronger... And the stupid agent still has the face to ask us this, after we told his subordinate that we're quitting, "What's wrong with you three?" His expression is sooooooooooo damn qian bian(lack beating)!!! He ask until like we aren't suppose to quit, no matter what. This is so NOT funny. Is he stupid or what? Perhaps he thinks that students aren't supposed to be that clever to find out that they are underpaid and being cheated by him?
Yeah... It's very irresponsible to quit half way and I've apologised to him for that. So my conscience is clear. I only feel apologetic towards the Japanese company. But cus our pay is still with that stupid agent so I of course have to apologise to him... Damn angry la! Still have to waste our bus fare go IMM tomorrow to get our pay... ): &! our pay for today isn't included, that means we have to go take our one-day-pay the next time! ):< Haish...suay ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay... Let's not continue about unhappy stuffs. Looking forward to Yoga Lin's concert on friday~!!! ^,^
Next time if got time will post some cute piics of Mok and of course Yoga! X)

2009-02-07T18:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterday
First time doing a part-time job as a waitress(for a wedding dinner). Cus it's my first time, I'm allocated to a "lao niao"(someone who's more experienced). I was allocate to this obasan call Zhao(1) Di(4), and the 2 of us were supposed to serve 4 tables of guests. First thing she ordered me to do was to wipe the plates and glasses, while she was slacking outside the ballroom getting some hot tea for herself(the ballroom was cold, but I somehow still can take it maybe cus I'm too nervous). Luckily before I was grouped with her, Qiao mama(Qiaodan's mama) helped and finished doing 1 table's dishes. Thanks alot~~~!!!
While we were waiting for the guests to arrive and get settled down, and of course for the dinner to start, I have to quickly find Mingxia and Qiao mama cus me and Mingxia were both doing this for the first time and we have lots of stuffs to confirm and recall before the dinner starts. Because that stupid obasan who was supposed to be guiding me keeps wandering off and slacking and I couldn't see her most of the time. And she also told me(in chinese),"If you're not fast enough I will scold you," and I think what she meant was she will embarass me in front of the guests. ): And what went through my mind was: I'm not afraid whether you will embarass me or not, but I know that I will do my best, be responsible and keep my conscience clear.
The tables that Qiao mama, Qiaodan, Qiaodan's biao jie(cousin), Mingxia, and another good auntie, were serving, were at the middle stretch of the ballroom. While I was right at the back. T.T
Finally, the dinner started. She kept nagging that I was too slow, but I couldn't help it cus the dishes were too heavy for me. So I ignored her. We weren't supposed to let the guests' glasses to be empty, so we have to be alert and notice the glasses that were already half-filled and faster refill for them. Only for the red wine and Martell V.S.O.P, we weren't supposed to fill the glasses more than half. Then here comes the nagging and scolding again, "why didn't you fill the guests' glasses, it's already lesser than half...blah blah blah..." She didn't scold me only because of the half-filled orange juice glasses, but also the red wine ones. =.=# Okay, fine, ignore her again, and fill up the glasses.
Once, when I was serving a dish, one of the guests told me to refill his red wine, but only when I'm done serving the dish. Then here comes the ranting of a stupid obasan again, "why didn't you help the guest fill his drink??? blah blah...." First, we are supposed to serve the dishes first and every other requests comes next. Second, I'm not the only person that is in charged of that table, if she has the time to scold me, why didn't she use the time to refill the guest's drink??? =.=## This time even the guests start to dislike her. The mister who requested for the refill told me,"Don't care about her, tell me her name, I go complain to her manager......You no need to be afraid of her......etc." Lolx! That uncle so cute... But I think he's a bit drunk too... Hahax...
All 3 tables of guests knew I was a first-timer due to my lack of strength and clumsy skills, and they knew I'm a teenager from my outlook, so they've been a great help.^^ They were so kind and friendly to me! At that point of time I really feel like hugging and kissing them on their cheeks!!! One of the mothers even said this to me when I was taking the big plate away,"Take a deep deep breath, and gain more strength~~~!" Lolx! She did it with actions! Hahax~!!!!! So cute!!! (One of the tables were empty, so I only need to serve 3 tables, phew...)
And because I'm very slow, by the time I cleared off 2 of their plates into the big plate, the others already put their own plates into it. T,T I'm sooooooooooo grateful to them!!!
While that stupid obasan kept slacking, getting drinks for herself, checking her Totos, and scolding me while she doesn't do the things herself. ):<
Mingxia they all also don't like her. On my way home with Mingxia, we were cursing her like mad!!! Hahax!
Today
Nothing much... Sleep, eat, com-ing... And looking forward to the new job. (:

2009-02-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

Yesterday

Nothing much... Just went to da bao lunch with Maureen... ( ;

Today
Got a new job!!! Yay!!!!!! Hoorays! But, waste money again(to buy some horoscope books)... Haish... &! Ate Pizza Hut AGAIN!!!!!! ^$$^(here goes my $30... T.T)

Oh ya! & Kok Haw told me Chinese Studies students have to buy Apple Macbook!!! >,<

I don't want!!! So ex!!!

3 February

Went to celebrate my sister's birthday at my mum's office downstairs de restuarant!!! *YUMMY!*

Din take pictures of food... Hahax... Once it's on the table I started eating!(HUNGRY!!!)

This is when I walk to my mum's office, saw the sun & took pictures of it.^^

Wanted to put more pictures initially but wasn't allowed to...will kena kill by my cousins...HAHAX!

2 February
See Mabbel off & took some pictures of the airport...boring... hax...

planes(:

planes again(:

lights

a ceiling or something like that...?

On the overall, today is a fun day...but not a fun night... ):

Good luck for my work tomorrow anyways... (:

2009-02-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

Somehow not feeling well now... A bit emo...but dunno why...? Not in a mood to blog...but blogging... Ok. Fine. I'm going crazy... Don't even know what I'm talking bout now...
Anyways, I'm wishing all those who are going to study in their respective junior colleges good luck... My best wishes to you all and work hard! JY! Ganbatte![:

2009-01-22T14:13:00.002+08:00

Hax... I'm finally playing this cute game, tagged by Mabbel. (=

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

---start!---

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
退后 - 周杰伦 (I not so aggressive bahx...)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Lucy - Anna Tsuchiya (I don't remember I'm Lucy...?)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
曹操 - 林俊杰 (I don't really like ambitious guys... ]= )

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
走音 - 黄靖伦 (Ok lah... Today went to watch movie, a bit different from other days... But got out of place meh?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade (Hmm... I wonder who's that "You"? =D)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
原来 - 林俊杰 (Ok lah... I always have new discoveries... =] )

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
黒い涙(Black Tears) - Anna Tsuchiya (Really? Why???)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Now That She's Gone - 林俊杰 (Errrm... then???)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Wish - Olivia(NOT Olivia Ong)(Ya... All my wishful thinking...)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
女大十八变 - 金莎 (Hmm... What's "2+2"? both my maths passed so why is my ans "18"???)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
如燕 - Olivia Ong ("燕"杰? XD)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
奇怪不奇怪 - 金莎/林俊杰 (Is my life story weird?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
不死之身 - 林俊杰 (I'm a normal human being & I don't object dying...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
熟能生巧 - 林俊杰 (Really? I don't think this kind of things is like cooking steak...)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
CrushCrushCrush - Paramore (Crush what???)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
月光 - 黄靖伦 (Why? ---> I'm asking the "they"...)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
讲化论 - 林俊杰 (讲话论? I really so talkative arh?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
A Little Pain - Olivia (Ya lor... Want me pain just slash me lah... Don't little bit little bit torture me can or not???)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
小师妹 - 金莎 (eh???)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
波间带 - 林俊杰 (I just want to eat my Toa Payoh Lor Mee... :DDD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
慢半拍 - 黄靖伦 (Got meh??? I'm always the slowest among them... =.=)

i'm tagging...
dunno...? whoever wants to have fun?

---finshed!---

:DDD

2009-01-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

I'm soooooooooooooooooooo damn excited now!!! Cus' Mabbel's finally coming back~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yays~!!!!! >3< Hax... I so high~~~!
Today Maureen went West Mall & Xin Yi + Wei Xin too! Hax!! Today our shop so hot! Lolx... Then went home with Maureen & played laptop at Lot1 mac with her... Were chatting with Mabbel~!!! XD Arh~!!!!!!!!!!! Both my FRIENDS FOR LIFE were with me!!! XDDD Before that though leg pain but still went back home to get my forgotten Singtel mobile internet... Worth it!!! XD
Got to go sleep... Tomorrow still got work till 10pm! *muacks* Nights to all~~~!

2009-01-18T18:14:00.002+08:00

Unhappy with myself... ):
Quite moody & blur-sotong nowadays... Sad & missing laopo and my new ext affair like crazy... So... my work performance is of cus worse than last time... Keep forgetting this and that & keep dropping things... Moreover as CNY is getting nearer, number of customers increase...
This is getting stupid... And I hate to be like this... I'm so sick and tired of myself... ):
Today got myself 2 more ear holes [: Finally... Initially was getting 3 more, but, after waiting for the long four years of sec school to pass, my dad said can but not so much, 1 more is more than enough... sadded... But my mum allowed, so the average is 2... & therefore 2 more.
Going to Msia during CNY... Did not go overseas for a year or so... & that makes me crazy... So finally... /:

2009-01-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

Somehow feeling very emo now... Dunno why? Whole body aching like hell... I think I'm ill. The whole morning I've been throwing tantrums at my grandpa & Mingxia... So SORRY!!! >.<
Got 11 & 14 for 'O's. Not very happy with it, but overall satisfied. =) CNY must go find my tuition teacher. He taught me both maths for 4 years, and I got TWO for both!!! Soooooooo shocked sia! I think cus all the prestigious school people thru-train to JC, not taking 'O's, so after moderation we can get such a high aggregate.
Haish... Why am I so emo today? Tuesday blues? Lol... Never heard before. Got to go work now... Bye.

2009-01-06T01:42:00.002+08:00

Today(5 Jan) is my first day of work! Overall fun, but I made a lot of mistakes... =(

I gave the wrong change, pressed the wrong buttons on the cash counter, mixed the wrong snacks while refilling(nuts mixed with berries), not very clear about the things I was selling and get mocked by a customer, needed help from a customer to pack the melon seeds, etc... A LOT OF MISTAKES~!!!!!! O-M-G~!!! Seriously...

Luckily the supervisor auntie is a very good person with lots of patience. She doesn't scold people, and whenever you made a mistake she'll patiently tell you how to amend the mistakes and remind you not to do so again. So good right???

Any new friends made? Erm...not really? Cus' though we talk to one another sometimes, but I don't even know their names!!! But they are good people in general =) We help one another at times, but actually we're not supposed to 'share customers'... But cus' we're newcomers and we did not go for any of their training lessons, so we are allowed to do so on the first day. BUT! Only on the FIRST day!!! How am I gonna deal with the whole lot of swarming crowds again tomorrow??? Arh~~~!!!!!!! Luckily I get the morning shift on this weekend(more people). Morning seems to have less people? Maybe this only applies to weekdays...=( Good luck to me... Hope that I can learn fast and quickly get use to all the different prices. This time I'm not going to depend on my luck, but my memory seems to be not so cooperative...=(

Anyways, today(5 jan) is a 'high' day!!! ^.^ I'm not happy with my performance but I'm happy with what happened today cus' I really learnt a lot! X) [saw Stella today at Bt Batok MRT after work, and she dyed her hair so cool^,^]

FRIENDS, if you see me at West Mall, I don't think I'll have the time to entertain you(unless you're a customer)... So if I don't pay much attention to you, please bear with me :]

Thanks for your understanding! [See me in this colour(shirt)! <3]

2009-01-03T00:41:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year 2009!!! X3
Sorry for the late post... Actually, I didn't really have the festive mood... hahax! But anyway, it's a new year and it's time for a new plan! Reflections should have been done on the 31 Dec 2008. HOWEVER. However, I went out with my youngest aunt and 3 cousins, and of course, my sis --- for golf and fishing of prawns. Overall, it was a fun day and I've gained new experiences. :)
HOWEVER. Again, however, me and my sis were requested to stay overnight at my cousins' house. So, we continued with all our crapping and lame-shitting, and no time for reflections... :(
Finally came the countdown. And it's year 2009 already!!!!!! zOMG~~~! Where's my reflection???
Therefore, it has been postponed to tomor-, oops, it's today, 3 Jan 2009. Cus' I've been sleeping and slacking the whole day(2 Jan 09). I had Mac breakfast($2 meal---miss it sooooo much!), and fell asleep after I went home. When I wake up it's already 3pm,and I went to Lot 1 again to check out some stuffs and meet my sis and her friend. Fell asleep AGAIN when I reached home, then shower and dinner. Finally comes my Animania and now here I am crapping.
So now I'm going to go orh-orh and do my reflections in the morning!
Looking forward to starting of work on 5 Jan & of course Chinese New Year! XD
Good night and sweet dreams~!!! >3<

你有怎样的悲观情节?

2008-12-31T01:21:00.006+08:00

Psychology Test~!!! 心理测试！！！X)

题目：对于那些长期美满关系，最终还是破裂，你的看法是？

　　A、喜新厌旧，只见新人笑，不见旧人哭。
　　B、俊男美女，自视甚高，不愿长期屈就。
　　C、世事“合久必分，分久必合”，不需大惊小怪。
　　D、早已貌合神离，现在终于演不下去了。

~~~Answers~~~

测试结果：
　　选择A：悲愤派
　　或许是以往吃了不少亏，或曾被较信任的人背叛，让你变得有些愤世嫉俗，想不开的你，不明白人生真的是不是只由黑白两色所组成的，人也没有什么绝对忠奸的角色，对人事物偏激，又重度悲观的想法，还真让你老是和不幸的事物脱离不了关系，恶性循环下，你的悲观指数更是居高不下。

　　选择B：神经断食主义者
　　你的神经粉大条，常常都在状况外，但好处是不会想得太多，想得过远，也没什么心眼，不会和人计较，如此日子倒也过得自得其乐，你认为日子虽难过，却总是还是要过下去，所以和苦难面对面时，你还是会找到最容易生存的方式，不会猛然钻牛角尖，让大脑净空，自己也好过些！

　　选择C：微笑是最佳化妆品
　　你是个乐观百分百的人，别人看到黑夜，你却会想到之后黎明就会出现；下雨诱发不少人的忧郁症，你却还是相信能看到雨后的彩虹，挫折迎面袭来时，你当然也会伤心，但是你不会被这种情绪支配太久，总还是会往好处想，当大家都放弃希望时，你仍然兴趣昂然，找法子突破困境，微笑着去过每一天。

　　选择D：世纪预言家
　　在你的DNA中，冷静理性是主要的成分，但是也正因为理性强过感性，让你自以为看透了人性，不过，理性成长过了头，其他方面其实就相对萎缩，所以，你习惯了多以学理方面出发，而非由人情世故那一面，去解读故事，你的悲观倾向，让你有如一个预言家，能准备预想出许多事物的最终结局，但是你却不能真正体会到人性人情，在其中转折演变的奥妙所在。

I'm :D.

2008-12-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry... I messed up my life, as well as others' too... I owe so many people an apology. Why am I always losing control of myself? Why am I always the slowest to realise what's happening? Am I too selfish? I think I am... A self-centered perfectionist. And thank you so much for my friends for life who stood by me when I'm so bad... I'm in a mess... And I mess up people's life... I'm the worst... Can anyone out there teach me how to be more observant and responsible? Or did I forget my brains in my mum's womb? I think I really did... I'm just a dumbass.

2008-12-22T19:03:00.000+08:00

I need to sing... I really need to sing... I'll really go crazy if I don't... I'm suffering from post-anime syndrome...T,T

2008-12-20T19:11:00.001+08:00

So sorry to all... I've not been posting for a long long time. Xd I'm so sorry!
So happy that I've finally got a job!>.< But it starts on 5 Jan 2009... So for the time being, I'll be slacking at home as usual. But...I do have stuffs to do at home actually. So I'm also not that free. I'm stucked in animes again, as usual... hax...

2008-12-02T20:20:00.001+08:00

Lollipop's Wang Zi's song!! ^^ nice nice!!

sorry dui bu qi MV -lollipop wangzi - lollipop wang zi

王子- 对不起

演唱：棒棒堂王子
作词：王子/糖糖/王维皓（COLOR）
作曲：王维皓（COLOR）

多久了没有你的消息上一封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定对不起真的不是故意
有时候没办法陪著你你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性对不起不该让你伤心
有时候你会让让我
儘管我大男人发作
有时候你会装作不懂
默默地留一些空间给我
这些事情其实我一直都藏在心裡
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去我学著让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起
别赌气别任性别放弃
请你相信我我会更加珍惜
请你相信我我会呵护著你
小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的想念的都是你
请你相信一个这样的我
请原谅我对不起对不起

2008-10-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

I LOVE this song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dao Xiang 稻香 - Jay Chou 周杰伦

稻香 - 周杰伦 [魔杰座]

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

2008-10-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

Suddenly thought of this song... from the OST of a Taiwan Drama Series quite some time ago... 寻友启事(Looking for my old friends) --- 樱野3+1 (Ying Ye 3+1)
(The NON-italic words are what i feel...)

Xun You Qi Shi - Ming Dao and Xu Meng Zhe

忽然在这个平凡晚上
想起了我们曾同时追的姑娘
她现在怎麼样她的泪是不是还那麼的透亮
忽然想起你嘴角那道伤
是不是还能燃起你憎恨目光
还是已经变成唯一给你勇气想起我的力量
谁知道同一个城市的路这样漫长
时间一不小心就造了那麼多墙
好想随意倒转时光和你不回家在街上一直的流浪
我知道现在以前会有很多不一样
依然想找到你我残留下的梦想
静静陪在你身旁哪怕看著阳光什麼都不去讲
忽然在这个平凡晚上爸妈说我们这帮闯祸的死党
可爱并且坚强劝我看看你们现在的模样
忽然想起了毕业的操场是不是偶而也来认真的流浪
我们都长大了却没有以前的勇气来一起扛
谁知道我的朋友他们现在怎麼样
他们有什麼事正在需要我帮忙告诉他们我在等著
相约在我们曾到过的那个天堂
我知道我的朋友现在很多不一样
可是他们给我快乐飞翔的翅膀
就算孤单的街上哪怕看著路灯什麼都不去想
谁知道我的朋友他们现在怎麼样
他们有什麼事正在需要我帮忙告诉他们我在等著
相约在我们曾到过的那个天堂
我知道我的朋友现在很多不一样
可是他们给我快乐飞翔的翅膀就算孤单的街上
哪怕看著路灯什麼都不去想
他们在我心上他们各自流浪他们在我身旁我在他们心上

2008-09-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

Today's got english and maths remedial. As usual, boring...
After that went to meet Mabbel, Maureen and her "son" and "daughter-in-law". We went to plaza(BPP) to eat xiao-k(KFC).^^
We were eating half-way, chit-chatting, then dunno somehow Mabbel suddenly say bout "传宗接代", which means "continuing the family line". Then suddenly Maureen said bout "impotency", which started a lot of funny things. Then she and her "son" keep arguing who's impotent..duh duh duh... Then Mabbel started filming them and she says she wants to put it on their class blog!! XD Then both of them started all sorts of funny stuffs, cover face, hide here and there, switch places... Hahax!! Then me and Mabbel were laughing all the way until our stomachs started to ache...
Hahax! Fun day, crazy people.

People, 'ganbatte' for prelims bahx~!! X)

2008-08-22T17:46:00.000+08:00

Yoyo~!! I know this is not something at should be doing at this point of time... T.T forgive me~~

Jang Geun Suk - Black Engine MV (2nd version)

2008-08-16T06:09:00.000+08:00

Today's a tiring day again... not physically, not emotionally, but mentally... The A maths mock paper is actually not that difficult. It's just that we didn't practice enough. It's so obvious, cus' the questions given are really similar to the ones in the textbook. But we all took such a long time to do only a few questions. Some of us didn't even finish the paper. And yupx... me too. *sigh* When can I start to be 100% motivated? And I'm getting more slack when the exam dates are drawing nearer...? I also dunno what I am doing.
Ok... Nevermind. I'll try my best to get myself motivated! Cherish the time left now and pull up our socks!!! STOP SLACKING~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>.<

2008-08-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hihi~!! This video is dedicated for << Quick blade Hong Gil Dong >> fans. This video is a song from Hong Gil Dong OST & part of what happened to Gil Dong and Yinok in one of those episodes. Very sad, especially the way Yinok cry... For Jang Geun Suk's fans, he's one of the villians in this show, but he's still not too bad in the show... Enjoy. (Their dialouges eng subs are on the top of the video, eng subs of lyrics below.)

2008-08-07T06:43:00.000+08:00

this is a video about a mouse that lost her way.. she and her sister were singing this sweet and heart-wrenching song as they were thinking of each other...

2008-06-26T09:18:00.000+08:00

hihi~!! everybuddy~!!! hax... today a BIT high... hahax...
hmm... let me think what happened for today... today is the day of Amaths MYE...
today morning went down the stairs then remember to bring curve~!! then ran up to take again...=.= but luckily i went up... cus' i forgot my Ama notes too~!!!!!! X( [what am i thinking?!?!?!?!?!] then walked to school as usual with adorable Mok-Mok^^ then we were crapping as usual... haish... Mok-mok's panda eyes seemes to be getting worse...
=( Mok-mok must rest well okays?
reached school but still don't feel like studying..=x [i think all of you know what grade i'll be getting le...] my target for today's Ama test is 10/80 marks!!! can you see how pathetic my Ama is?!?!?! haish... all thanks to my laziness plus that stupid old pig's "superb" way of educating the brilliant young minds(causing them to rust)...=.=[very sorry to the 'Republic of Pigs United' for insulting you pigs...]
--lessons~... RECESS~!! lessons~... -.-zzZ--
lunch smuggled food for a "choco-hyper" girl^^ ... ate a tuna bread and went on mugging those %^$!*@!$&*^%&* methods for solving some particular problems... then finally jump into the "Coffin of Amaths"...[my name had been on that tombstone ever since last year...=.=]
finally~ got out of that stuffy classroom and went to find my friend for life~!!^^ but she look so sad.. cus' of that Ama paper... [obviously she's more serious in work than me...=p] cheer ups, my friend~!!! just do better in prelims, i believe YOU CAN DO IT~!!!!!! and you'll do a great job during 'O' Levels!!^^ --- Ganbatte!!!

hmm... when can i stop slacking and start to pull my socks up??? haish... laziness go away~ faraway~~~ hax... who do i think i am...? witch? lolx... i think i look like one... hax... have a nice day everyday~!!!!!! my friends~!!!!!!!!!!^^
[Listening to -- Dream Scape - FictionJunction KAORI]^^

2008-06-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

Best song(instrumental) I've ever heard!! It makes me fall in love with it no matter how many times I've heard it~!!
Beethoven Virus - Diana

2008-06-18T14:05:00.000+08:00

大家好！！这是本人这个博博的第一个文章哦！欢迎大家来乱哈拉~！我的博博好看吗？歌好听吗？大家来给点意见吧！祝大家每天都心情愉快！！^ ^